DEAR BLOGSPOT......NOT A DEAR JOHN LETTER

 

 

DEAR BLOG...... its been almost a year since you and I have been together.  This by all means is not a break-up letter or what do they call it, oh a "dear John letter"...never would I ever think of that, yet perhaps you would?  This is more like a couples therapy (except only I can talk-sorry).  but you and I both know that things havent been the same (familar story line, huh?)

 

You are important to me and I just want to be sure we can be saved.  but i think its important that all options are on the table.  So, here it is blog spot, you have taken on a reputation, even though I don't dare to try and describe it.  Maybe a little to bright in places (so, i like Dr. Suess and the game headbands) alittle wide open and trusting in other topics.. (my six-million dollar man, my little brown eyed girl, I hope you dance) and very emotional in others ( the death of my brother and my own personal hell of drug addiction and my forever recovery)

 

The one thing that is good about you/ us is that we've always been alittle all over the map... Kid rock and the Boss... gardening, my father-in-law, and my only brother-in-law, Thanksgiving, If you're happy and you know it.... actually, it's whatever catches my attention or is heavy on my heart or if i have the desire and passion.  I honestly think thats going to help us now.  I think though we've edited parts of ourselves out, we havent always demanded one tone.  We've never decided that we were a mommy blog or a humor blog or any certain kind of topic blog.  We give ourselves some room to move with our personal blog titled "AMAZING GRACE" ( have i told you i am getting my next tattoo on my right inner wrist with our title of "AMAZING GRACE"? what do you think? also another one on my left wrist with a butterfly which represents new life and the words "let it be")  Blogs like this don't tend to take over the world, especially when their authors can't be bothered to try and take over the world, particularly since I am so simple!  in fact, simple as 1234.. really i am!

 

Sometime i don't know how to post.  Some days I want to open up and share with the world, other times I keep my brick wall all around me and keep those on the outside an arms lenght away, as much as i dont want to-I do. I don't do well when i open up my heart and soul and someone comes in, leaves footprints on my heart then walks away, back to that dear john letter.

 

So, lets make a deal blog...let's just keep doing what we're doing cuz we seem to be doing fairly well....let's just take one day, one hour, one minute one blog at a time, and let others see inside us, and let them know "all things are possible with Jesus"

 

and remember.... because of His AMAZING GRACE.....