Tuesday, May 14, 2013

PSSSST.....HEY GABRIEL STEPHEN......

Hey baby boy...... It's just me again..

This is a busy weekend for you..... So how has the first 24 hours of getting to know your daddy?  Did he tell stores about his past 6 weeks of training?  He's really dedicated to being a solider.  He is really brave, he fights for our freedom, I know it's all confusing to you right now.  And that's ok, we are just so glad he is home right now. It just matters that you get to feel ur skin against his, it just matters that he holds you close and watches every breath you take, that you feel how strong he is, and know he will protect you.... He will never
let any harm be done, after all, you are his son.  

Another big day today.... Your mommy's birthday.   I heard she got an ice cream cake.... Did You get a lick?  You know if I was there, I would of put just a tiny bit on your pacifier and let u have a taste!  Ssshhhh, don't tell mommy, especially daddy...it will be our secret!  Mommy got her hair done , do u like it?  Nae says its very cute, she loves it, I know, your mommy is beautiful all the time....and not just on the outside, she has a beautiful heart and soul.  You know what Gabriel , I was thinking today about how me too as a mommy, how much I
 love Mike and Renee, and its so hard to put into
 words, but I'm gonna try.  You see no one else (except mike and renee) will ever know the strength of my love, except them, because after all, they are the only ones who knows what my heart sounds like from the inside . I think you and mommy can relate.... For 9 months, as every little detail of you were forming, from your long skinny legs, to your big feet, to each and every eyelash, mommys heart was so happy.  It didn't matter that your elbow was poking her, or she had to get up and pee many times a night cuz you were pushing against her bladder, and it didn't matter that she couldn't eat that ice cream cake, every little sacrifice she made was because she loved you with all her heart, all her soul, you little one are 
worth it! 

You probably heard all the talk about tomorrow... Yes, on the calendar it says "Mother's Day".... But it won't be long and you will be able to see that EVERY day is MOTHER'S DAY!!! But because of you, tomorrow is VERY special.  You know, you make a lot of people happy.  You are a true blessing.  Your smile alone can change a persons day.  Oh, yesterday, you had just nodded off and nae said you were out for the count..... I'm sorry, it was my fault, I made her get up and take the face time camera over to you, so I could just stare at you.  You are such a miracle... She touched your 
lips, rubbed your cheek, I know we were 

disturbing you, but u did open one eye, stretched and you were out again










disturbing you, but u finally opened one eye, you 

stretched

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