dear Viana......
last nights letter was truly from my heart to you, but today i feel like i cut it short and there is so much more to say..... and you know what baby girl....i believe there will more to say each and every day, and i always want you to know how i feel.....
just in the last few years, you have grown up so much, so as exciting as that is for you.... all i want to say is "never grow up"...when you first spent the night with me, we made you a bed on the floor right beside me... your little hand wrapped around my finger, i'd tuck you in and made sure the nitelight was on, or the tv. To you, everything is fun, and you got nothing to regret, I'd give all I have, if you could stay like that......Oh viana, never grow up, don't you ever grow up, just stay this little, don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple. I won't let anyone hurt you, won't let anyone break your heart, no, no one will desert you, just try to never grow up....Taylor Swift has the right idea...but we both know you do have to grow up!
I loved the time we went to Knodts Berry Farm and rode all the rollar coasters....your giggle and laugh and even screams, i can still hear!
sometimes, it is too hard for you to choose......favorite colors..lets see: you have 3...pink, blue and green. You told me the most favorite thing you like to wake up to is to say HI to bleaker... remember when i thought your birds name was Tweeker instead of bleaker... you couldnt stop laughing! You are so funny... when i asked you if you liked ice-cream or hot chocolate.... you tell me Chocolate ice-cream! good thinking! I know how much you love the summer time... that is so your season, water slides, swimming and no school! So, you say when you get to have your dream car it is "a beetle"!
I love that you love your new school.... and it only took two days to completely know you were gonna be just fine. There's just so many things i want to tell you and share with you.... gosh darn it, i uploaded or down loaded some really fun pictures, and now i cant find em! Everyone is asleep so i cant get any help ! I had so much fun looking thru lots of my pictures, and remebering all the great times we have had, how tall u have gotten, and how much your heart continues to love and learn. So, I guess for now, I will say good night.... and i will continue my letter and memories of us another day... but until then just remember how much i love you....
because of HIS AMAZING GRACE
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